Not Me

A tale of not knowing who I am anymore...

This isn't me.

I don't know who this is.

I haven't been me.

Not for quite some time now.

Not me made wrong choices.

Not me wasn't to be trusted.

But I saw not me today.

And it brought me to tears.

This isn't the girl I am.

This isn't the one everyone knew and loved.

This was a sad excuse,

Looking for any kind of attention she could get.

That isn't me.

I don't do these things.

I am a good girl.

But not me isn't so much.

Not me will do whatever it takes,

Just to be wanted.

But that's not me at all.

I may not know exactly who I am,

But I know this isn't me.

This is not me.

And I hate not me.