11. Because

No one can ever replace you.

I should be over you

I should have moved on long ago

There's no point in holding on

To a future we'll never have

It's still so hard for me to look at you

Because every time that I do

All I can see is the boy I drove away

I'll never see the man you've become

Because to me you'll always be my crush

Because to me you'll always my first love

You'll always be the one I never kissed

You'll always the one that I miss

It's hard for me to accept the truth

That you never loved me the way I still love you
You made me feel so beautiful

And then made me feel so undesirable

There's no point in holding on

To the boy I'll never get to hold

But I'll never be over you

Because you'll always be the one that I love

 

Author's Note

This one is a personal favorite of mine. I think it really captures the feeling of losing your first love. They say the first is the strongest, and I feel it's the hardest to forget. Especially when he's moved on and you still haven't.