alone

quiet, wondering, questioning...

& as i sit alone on this luke warm black top i wonder,

is this how lonely people feel?

abandoned, questioning everything.

i want to feel needed,

and wanted.

but what does that even mean?

needed?

i dont quite understand it.

why must i feel needed?

maybe because if i wasnt needed i would just be wasting space and air.

wanted;

desired or wished for. to be sought.

to be cared for.

it would be nice,

i desire,

i wish,

but no one has "wanted" me.

sometimes i think my heart is just too big.

i care so much for other people,

& yet all i get in return is disrespect, rudeness, and judgement.

yeah,

im not sure why i care so much anyways.

i guess its just my nature,

i cant help it.

but it sure doesnt get me very far,

i guess i will never understand it.

the need to be needed,

the want to be wanted...

Reviews

[harley]

thank you very much! (:

[cfix]

Everyone likes to feel they are wanted...
I have been there myself. Your write is very powerful
and so full of emotions. Very well done!