Approval of You

What passive aggressive bullshit I’m so grateful for

Call me sicker than most when I know I was dying before

Call me a liar like I haven’t been before                          

It makes me feel good inside that I no longer have to be perfect in my world

 

How demented and twisted this is!

Feeding off of the things that made me sick

I’ve always known I was a little sadistic

So this is the right way to fix it

 

If I never get through to them

Then how do I know the next right move

If my truths are unheard

Why be sober then

Just trust that all I need from you is to have my back

After that I’ll do what I have too

 

After all this is more for me then it is you

 So I’ll learn to lie, somehow I’ll forget I’ll die

I’ll go back and be everything I need to, if I need the approval of you  

Reviews

[Soul Fire]

Wow. Very powerful and raw. I love it!

[J. Viands]

thanks yo