Afraid of words

These thoughts fill my head

of memories I cannot keep.

The secrets that hide

tear me apart deep.

A simple smile

a total waste of time.

How words can change everything

just tell me I will be fine.

I want to hear

an apology, not a lie.

Will I ever hear it? 

Or will you say goodbye? 

The dreams I want

it makes my heart weak.

Tell me you are sorry

I'm afraid of the words you speak.