You'd never see it on her face
You'd never see the limp, the bruise, the scratch
You'd never know the sick twists of the unforgiving mind
Because it's not something you want to see
No, it's not something you're supposed to see
But I see, I see it everywhere
Living multiple lives that lace together so painfully
I cringe at the thought and weighing next to nothing
It's knowing nothing in life is free
Because no sin is ever forgotten
And I am no saint for I am overcome with disgrace
The dark side of the world that no one asks for
It's knowing you are truly alone
Destined for nothing surpassing the privilege
It's knowing everything could change in a single second
And you could be left in the cold with only your infected memories
But if you took a good look at me, if you really wanted to see it
You'd see it poking right through my broken body
You'd see it screaming and stretching for breath
You'd see it looking right back at you
And if you're smart, you might just run
Oh how I wish I had run
Back when I still had my legs