Spilling Thoughts

I wish I could write

these words when I think 'em

'Cause it's difficult when they come to you

and they cannot sink in

They leave just as fast as the came

it's like I start a fire and it starts to rain.

'Cause I can't get them out of me

and it just drives me insane

Just cause my brain

carries this blame

and guilt that it's built

over my whole life and I

try to find the light and I

just continue to fight

for this right to be happy

for me and no one else,

but it doesn't help

when I can't see you everyday

'Cause I know I can stay, 

true

to you,

 in every way

And here I go I'm about to end

all these thoughts I'm spilling

with my pen..

Reviews

[Rita L. Sev]

How hard it is to keep a thought when so much is going on in one's head. You portray the spiral of chaotic thought well in this piece, Harrisen. I really like this line: "it's like I start a fire and it starts to rain."

[Harrisen Viator]

Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed it! :)
I've started writing during my lunch breaks at work!