What a Jerk.

This one was to one of my first crushes.

 You knew I wouldn't stop you

From saying what you wanted to.

You knew that I liked you

But all you would talk about

Is how much you loved 

My best friend.

You knew how much it hurt me

My friends always told you that

But I had enough respect

To just put up with it.

You told everybody

That I was the one

Holding you back

All I could think

When I heard this

Was I can't believe

My friend would think of me

As a stupid, petty little b***h.

I knew you two should be together

I even told both of you that.

I don't understand

How you could think

That I wouldn't want my best friend

To be happy.

Why do you think 

I sat back 

And watched everything

Between you

Play out the way it did?

Because 

unlike the little kid

You think I am

I can understand

That you two need to be together

And I just need to move on.

So I thank you

For making this so easy on me

As long as you keep being a jerk

I will not only lose my first crush.

I will lose my best friends.