*LIFE*

*LIFE*

 

 

 

Why do I hold all these thoughts in my
head
Why must my life always  be total
confusion
Never knowing just what it is
I want
Who am I buried deep inside
When I think that person has reached
the top
Finally allowed to emerge
Finally set free
When there is a shred of
hope
When the light at the end of the tunnel
I can see
Something comes along and pushes me
back down
Why must this torture and terrorize
me
Like haunting demons bent on
destruction
Destroying all that makes me
happy
So tired of never achieving true
happiness
The one thing I've so longed for
It's outta my reach
My heart still beats within this empty shell
that was once me
No longer mine
My soul is gone