My sick obsession

Venting by writing is better than actually cutting... so here you go

I want it
I need it
I crave it
My daily fix
To calm my nerves
To numb the pain
To make my heart beat
My addiction
Dark and beautiful
My obsession
The only way I keep sane
My drug
A blade
A knife
A razor
Gives me that high
One cut
I'm buzzed
Two cuts
I'm fading
Three cuts
I'm no longer here
This is my
Coke
My heroine
My meth
This is my sick obsession
With which if I'm not careful
Someday
Might leave me
Dead

Reviews

[A. Amos]

God love your poem, insanely wonderful.

[poetry-kiddo alienbaba]

Where I live....we use a medicine called Mercury Chrome on a small wad of cotton-wool to treat small cuts effectively. It heals fast and stings a little and is bloody crimson in color.
But to treat your Heart...
I just have these three word...

"You are awright!"

[Caution In Flames]

I have never related to a poem better than I related to this. FANTASTIC JOB.

[KeeD]

I love your description before the poem. Couldn't agree more. :)
As for the poem it was raw and real .. and it's the truth many people out there can relate with. Stay strong, over come is what I get from this and I love it. Great write.

[Bella]

Thank you :)

[KeeD]

I kinda did a similar piece on the same topic :D it's called "Saving Me" if you ever come around to checking it out, let me know what you think.. that's why I could really relate to this poem really well written, amazing pen on ya'

[Bella]

I will do that right now

[junaid altaf]

we are all obseessed in one way or the other
only a matter of knowing>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

[Bella]

Couldn't have said it better myself. Very true :) Thanks for your review

[junaid altaf]

ur welcome

[The Nude Writer]

Very powerful piece. And you presented it so well

[Bella]

really? that makes me so happy! Thank you so much! :)

[The Nude Writer]

It is full of raw emotion and there is truth to it. It is a very good poem.

[Bella]

Thank you soooo so much :)

[Rob Santana]

This a really strong piece. If writing is the alternative, then keep writing ;)

[Bella]

Thank you. And I will :)