Guilt

nawing sensation,

worrying of the stomach,

pacing in my mind,

creeping thoughts,

hollow overthinking lies,

please tell me why,

remembering the day,

picturing the time the place,

going over and in,

siting next to my bed,

hand through hair,

darting eyes,

to much time to spare,

time to do the deed,

the sensation to fuzz off,

no movement there,

nothing wanting I want to bare,

theres a lot of unneeded guilt in the air