Mini Timeline

I have so many thoughts

But I never say what on my mind

I have to write it down

Because if I tried to speak

It would come out wrong

As a kid I watched

I watched from my window

Never once tried to say a word

or even go outside

What was I going to say?

I was five

As a teenager I watched

Even after you had left

I sat at my window

Part of me thinking I'd see you 

What would I have said?

I was thirteen 

Now at eighteen I watch and wait

Being this close

To all I ever wanted

It scares me, but makes me happy

When you kissed me

My heart skipped

I want to tell you everything

But how can I?

I'm scared to ruin my chance

My chance for everything

Everything I've ever wanted