I dont. I cant

im tired of lying on my bedroom floor

Screaming and crying out my soul

Im tired of feeling so alone.

I can't take this deep pain in my chest anymore.

My heart is dead and cold

My body is numb.

But somehow my heart still burns

It burns with your betrayal.

With your lies.

I'm tired of feeling like i jumped off a building,

And survived.

Only to be hit by a train.

I just can't take this s**t anymore.

Im so tired of crying everyday

And i know my dad is too.

Hes tired of me crying so loud

And screaming in my sleep.

Why can't this all blow over?

Why can't i just be happy again.

I look in the mirror and stare at my frown.

I just can't take it anymore

I want to take a brick

And slam it on my mirror

I just want to be happy again.

I dont want to go through all this s**t 

I dont want to live in fear again.

Why cant you just leave me alone?

Or do you honestly want to be the reason

The reason for the BOOM.

Reviews

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

I think this was a good poem. I understand how you feel. I cry at night, but my parents aren't ever awake...so they don't see me cry...I don't like crying either...I hate it. Thanks for sharing though...I hope that one day soon you will feel better and your soul will be lifted up off the ground.

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I've been there
You just need to find your inner peace and just don't care!
Great piece!
Peace!
My fav. :
"I'm tired of feeling like i jumped off a building,
And survived.
Only to be hit by a train."