Tears, Suicide, And Love

All I had, everything I looked forward to
Gone all because I couldnt keep my head in place
Everything I ever wanted was in my reach
But I just couldnt wait.

 

I made a mistake, Ive made a few
I know that now, but its a little too late
Im sorry for what Ive done, the people Ive hurt
What Ive done now, I know I cant reverse.

 

I didnt wish for this, I diditn want you hurt
I didnt think It could get any worse
I promised you love, you promised me more
Nothign feel any bit real anymore......

If I could only turn back time and make you realize
That everything was alright, I was fine
Id be holding you tight someday,
But thats the mistake I live with today

 

I miss you babe, Ill get you to understand...some way... 

Author's Note

I made this the night I thought Id lost everything Id been living for.... Enjoy :P