My addiction

a friendship gone bad

I became so consumed I couldn't see
the need to have this freedom
overtook a big part of me
your affects on me are something so bizzare
I became friends with the enemy and refused to see
I hate everything you are

All those wasted months
and I still have nothing to show
I keep waiting around for something that doesn't come
I finally looked into the light
and despite all that I've done
the warmth surrounds me and lifts me up
im whole once again
I realize im more alone with you than without

I became weaker trying to figure you out
the more I pushed for reason
the more you filled me with doubt
You were my alcohol, an addiction at that
and I couldn't get enough
but im clean now
And while im cleaning out my closet,
along with every other bottle of waste,
don't assume your any different,
I proceed to throw you out