fools

stream of consciousness

i think the best thing i've done in the past year is abandon all these fools in this city. they are all so lame, playing out these stupid little dramas to fill these holes in their empty lives. i have never wanted to be a part of that but, somehow through music, i got pulled into it which has just been catastrophic because im a bull in a china shop when it comes to peoples sensitivities. i will break you down just because i think you're an idiot.

these things that these people think are so important are so dull and empty from my perspective. i feel like im not getting the punch line of a joke that everyone is laughing at. i have never had much use for other people and there simple ways, and now i have removed myself from their gossip. i surround myself with music and creativity and it shields me from the hordes of bored, white, well to do a******s who's dealers aren't answering the phone.