confusion

It doesn't matter what I think
It doesn't matter what i say

no matter how much is done
it will always end up your way

Never remembering the good things
your memory grips onto the bad

often wondering  what changed you
I miss the man that once was had

So scared of losing you
yet not afraid to let you go
I ask myself if we'll make it
the answer is only you will know.


I'm sorry you think im  a f-ck up
u only hear what u wanna hear
sorry if you think im such a b-tch
but this is me
...am i the type of girl that you fear?

I cant make you want me

Because every time we fight 

and still cant make you see 
our past situations surface to the light

I'm expected to forgive and forget
"I'm sorry " is supposed to take it all away
wipe my tears and make it all OK

but it doesnt it only gets worse

 

when i f-ck-up its the opposite
the grudge you hold onto it tight
and only forgiven until your irritated 
or the next fight

I'm so lost in confusion
I don't know whats best to do
my heart says stay
and my brain says its time to let go