fading away

 Its cold where I am
Its too dark to see 
Its scary and lonely
But its where I'm meant to be
Its cold where I am 
I feel I cant breathe
Its pulling me further and further
Im falling in so deep

The world is dark and black
My family seems dead
Its like they have no soul
these nasty thoughts in my head 
I've never felt this way before
My pain has been taken to the world to see 
Theyre all laughing 
Can't they see they're killing me?

They're crushing me day by day
I feel like I can't breathe
I'm screaming and yelling for help
But no one is there to help me
My body, heart, and soul are gone
I just want this pain to go away
I want to go to sleep
I want to die today 

I want them to know
I want them to see
I want them to feel
What its like to be me