thoughts

 Inside I feel so lonely,

My options have run dry.
I have given up on hoping,
all u did was see me cry.

I will shut my self away,
Hide behind my pride.
Never will I give in.
A part of me has died.

I wonder how I hate.
What i have inside me.
im filled with all this pain

why is it hard for you to see

I run from insecurity,
I cant stay and fight.
I hate where I'm going,
I'll burn out all my light.

why is it my heart you had to tear

when all you do is get into my head.

you act is if you dont care

i should be better off dead

 

At last I print my words to paper,
Vowing to not let it happen once again.
In the end I'll give up,
I'll reopen heart before it could mend.