inside her head

This is just something I am playing around with for a character I'm trying to create. please give feedback its hard writing someone who's this upset XD

My mind has been in chaos and i hardly even know why.... Its constantly spinning around hopping from subject to subject thought to thought never really allowing me to just sit there and think. If I do I get distracted. Sometimes i even forget what I was trying to think about in the first place. Its so hard i'm miserable and I don't even understand why. I feel like there's always something horribly wrong. something that is just killing me but I haven't quite found out what. Its effecting everything and I don't know what to do. I'm so lonely now. there's no one I have who I can make understand or anyone to even make me laugh anymore. I just want someone. To save me.

If that's the right word...