F**k it.

Read it. Multiply it by 100. That's how I feel.

Appetite. Gone.

Tears. Streaming down my face.

Heart. Hardly beating.

F**k this cold, meaningless life.

F**k it. To hell with it.

I tried my hardest.

Gave you my all.

You threw it away.

Now you treat me like I don't exist.

F**k it all.

I would have done anything for you.

ANYTHING.

And I still would.

Because...

I still love you.

But that doesn't matter to you.

So...

F**k this cold, meaningless life.