I Won't Lie, I Miss The Past Like Crazy

The second hand creeps forwards

Teasing the fools like me with every ticking beat

It tickles my heart ache and reminds me why I fell

And it reminds me why I fell so hard for you

 

A slap the wrist when I breath your name at night

I hate to admit that these feelings may never die

You were such a theif and a liar and invincible

How can it not hurt when I know that you don't care at all

 

You were the sunshine in my rain cloud

I was your religion

You told me all of those pretty little truth-lies

And I believed them

 

You had me so tight

For as long as you'd like

And now I miss the friend, I miss the friend I had

But I never told you that

 

Because I didn't want to lose

You were always so hard to read

You always hid your vulnerability

And I never cried in front of you

 

And I know you aren't deserving

And my heart has stopped its burning

But there's still a little stain

And I think it says your name

Maybe we shouldn't have said goodbye so soon.

Author's Note

sorry it kind of rambles.