Another stupid letter for someone that's breaking my heart.

Dear Alex,

Remember when I told you that you were everything? Well, you're even more than that.

I want nothing more than to be with you. But I don't think that I make you happy anymore.

Knowing that makes me cry, but this denial does no good.

I just wish we had believed me, in the beginning, instead of your optimism.

Because we've got a small history, and a lot of pain.

My stupid heart loves you now, and I let it.

Now, I can't take it back because I never can.

I know you never meant to hurt me, but no one really ever does.

I hate to make comparisons, but this happens every time.

I just wish I knew things.

I'm lost, confused, and obsessed with it.

I'm too young for anyone's good, but I don't see anything in anyone but you.

I will someday, but i don't want to.

It's just hard, and it hurts, and it's my fault for not stopping it.

I knew this would happen, love brings the worst feelings.

I never want it again, because it never really lasts.

I don't want to pretend or force it either. I always end up broken.

But I want you to be happy.

And I don't make you that way anymore.

I'm sorry, if it's my fault.

Jessica