Lost in the wood

Just trying to make it through boredom with things that aren't tools but weapons

I'm lost please find me, because I'm in the wood.

Unable to move on from something that is killing me.
How do I?

How do I not ....want
Something I don't need

How do I show my strength when i'm so lost in the wood.

Pull yourself up from the bootstraps they say,
Well, I'm not wearing boots

I do have boots but I'm afraid they won't fit anymore

I have to find ways to capture time, and not let it wear me, like a boot I suppose.

I'm getting older, but where did my wisdom go. Lost in the wood.

Where, where is my wisdom,

Sleeping under a beer.