My death to him!

I died to him in 2016 June.
I died even without seeing me as he gone and
I died to him when he got first wedded in 2020.
I left him by looking for my son
I died again he killed me second time in 2023 when he has gone with another in 2023.

I realized that I died this time and all these days since 2016 I was a soul living on this earth
With body
But I realized living alive is also a death when someone who love loses trust on us.

He has made me and mine son soul less life and never made my daughter to walk on this earth even with that soulless life.

Who is the reason and what Od the mistake I did death se bhayanak life.

I feel death is easy but living on the same land knowing that our loved ones are happy with someone else.

There is no death beyond this. I feel this is the hell which god gives but here people are only giving by taking law into their custody. Great if it happens then there will be no balance no control all countries will fight against each other and world becomes chaos and a nonsense.

But o my innocent people keep only one thing in mind dharmo rakshathi rakshitiha and this the inner meaning of 24 letters of gayatri mantra.

Do believe in your karma and dharma and lead your life.
I know why he did this I just remain silent for whatever he does and he calls me so awful come come do you want to live me which makes me awful on myself even.