My love for God no one knows he himself too

A Chapter by JessyJacob

Everyone is proud like my love is great
I am sexy ..

I never knew myself unless seen by others in their thoughts

But i do see some bad zbout me in their thoughts too

So i thought i should knoe who i am what i am
So i peeped into myself

I never use my brain
I dont go by ego
My heart decides evetything finally
For me i wanted simple things for my life but stretched alot more than any even bending the evil and pretty well i managed it though few highlighted themselves with no guilty thoigh guilty throwing blame on others

I do hav people around me who care for me including myself and only my son who does take care of me for the hardships i did for him.

A drift i want to visit my dream land kailash manasarovar do 1 parikrama 2 parikrama and keep on doing till my shiva feels i am getting hurt
Touch the waters of lake manasasarovar
Be with myself on that chilly land

People say you are better judge yes self is better judge unless you dont stamp to highlight yourself. When you cant judge at self no where you feel right others judgement

I am just 40 + early mid age still laying eggs with greyish light hai in frontal face body attractive pulpy no weakness healthy wealthy with savings at the end of every month inquisitive to do great things for innocents

I raised a kid maybe from far my son grew so big with great heart he proudly says i have mom that cares for me.

I left foot print in hearts of people as i see tgem still thinking of me
My good will always liked by mang maybe younger
I know i am not good looking for many still being liked and they say you are young to your age looking cute

And my siblings feel jealous of me my great brother cares for me parents still feel i am widow though married to him publicly and being fucked by him, want me to feel you know you are done old woman more older tgan we couple who gav birth to you

People say we love you miss you care you but never saw them in light in near distance far like away in mails over phone not even in video call.

I just started this write to adore my love but vented out whats in my mind what i am going through

Everyone dreams of a man who just says i am tgere for you not the one who back stabs at back to make others smile
Maybe they are cursed by others to lick or clean with tongue.

For everything there is time like kali yuga light year eclipse once it reaches no ond has authority to stop it even can stop your time but you cant stop tgat doesnt exists the time of space. That is me my love for you no one can kill not even reach what i feel about you my true adoration for you..

Its my basis the dharma truth victory never got defeated in the hznds of evil... its just Him.

Hope you see every aNgle in me the sutras of love its just not insertion friction licking its soul to soul love adoration. Limbs or body to only show heart is to express and feel the emotion.

Jessy Jacob

If every couple thinks or gets hurt by hostile family then she has to find 365 x 60 of men and she will definitely get sukha disease the Aids for innumerous divorces its man made principle or breaking gid law the marriage in heaven.

Hope you git gust of my life of 45 yrs so far i hav spent ..
.this usha
Alias jessy jacob.

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