My moments of cry

I had at the same time moments of cry that seen me breaking

1. When my mother hit me to marry at the age of 26 yrs, where I wished to do MS in USA.
2. When my X husband within a month of wedding threatened me I will give divorce
3. It was very tough for me to keep my son at 6 Months in a day care, where he was crying leaving me. .
4. On a field trip at office I was late to pick my son from day care where he was alone all kids already left.
5. I signed divorce papers 3 days before my son birthday, I couldn't celebrate his birthday at daycare seeing my son it will be last birthday Eshan with both of your parents. My son was smiling not knowing what is going on
6. It was terrible situation when I left USA leaving my son with his dad
7.it was tough time taking yug shilpi classes at shantikunj crying I don't have home, teacher consoling me you will have home soon
8.the toughest was when he got married to karen, I was still loving him, it was a shock how he did that, doesn't he loved me??
9. Now today literally hurted me not knowing why he is back biting about me what's wrong, it's not writeup comedy you are doing to entertain people, am I really hurting you.

There are few more too.

How we get influenced by others on our life. I see husband and wife relationship is very tough because they are different blood, it takes time to convince other when they are in different path other than what they are walking through..once they know each other nothing is impossible unless one deviates the path
But for me I fine because I am that versatile being where God made me so...

Will be continued....

Jessy Jacob.