A nice gift to Dad's birth anniversary!!

I feel proud to see you rising with full strength, crossing hurdles, achieving targets. You can do more, you hardwork will pay. This is my experience..

Till 2012 from 1979 I didn't see you for 33yrs. I was somewhere you were somewhere then. I did meet you saw you talked to you touched by you through 3 yrs till 2015 from 2012, barely had even one kiss. From 2015 to 2025, nearly 10 yrs away from you, inbetween saw you from far away, but never meet you, though I could hear your voice over call, I did missed you talking to unknown as you never revealed your identity over call.. I am in falling mid 40s, at the most I may live to see eshan settling, in 8 more years. Then his wedding... At the most you will be away like how many years now I am not sure.

I still don't understand why you not allowed me to work in your company, I would eat the same bread which you are eating, why did you throw me out go eat some other karma, am I looking like dustbin? I kept you in my body why would I spoil my temple with dirt. I would keep my body clean and good. But you never listen to me you just want me to listen to you....

If I am destined I still can't lit diya in your home, but I never forced you, I am not even bothered what I am going through, I did know this may happen when you had chat with me the day I got my divorce stamped.
But still a small pilot flame is burning ever like heart beat still you are protecting it not to put off, because to lot again my whole system it will take 36 yrs in a second is that possible? So you tried making carbon copy, but did I loose my original soul, never I see myself dying. If you really want copy of me that would be my new born baby, I can die for my baby, even that you stopped getting out of my belly, my age is increasing body is dying love for you ever alive from centuries may be yugas ever and more to continue...
I can die if you want my copy is that your wish?? You know very well that I was ready to die. My parents gifted me this body but my soul was gifted by you being God, you can keep or kill, I know soul never dies then why you are daring to attempt false theorem based on assumptions
.a soul can look like when soul itself is out in mirror. Please don't make trials or waste time... Blue print of one cannot look original ...

I want to live like what I am for you and only you . No body can be swapped into me, that closes your door to me that would be never possible.

Purna madhaha purna midam
Purnath purna mudhachyathey
Purnasya purna madaya
Purnameva vasishyathey!!

Kindly,

I am missing you and my life travel with you ....

Jessy Jacob..