The only one and last talk

People say sweet talk is like poisoned sword which slowly cuts your head

I talk what I feel and never think and act. I act then I comit to my action.
That's how I fell in love with him

I had only once and that was last time I had a chance to talk to his dad,

I went to his home, the his dad asked me why did you come, I was thinking what to say I said I just came to see all of you. Then he said can you come outside I need to talk. I was scared what he is going to say, but his mom was different and nice she made me to sit, was explaining something which I couldn't understand.

Then with my scared heart I went outside to see his dad, he said I need to leave within 5 minutes and Jacob has not interest on you. Then immediately I said I am sick, his dad got his heart beat stoped for a second, and asked again by saying aumm, I could see what he felt on that day after hearing my reply, I am sure he got reply understood. I was just saying I am sick with my illness.

Then he let me leave with his servant to find me auto because in that depressive moment I just showed my anger I need you to help me in finding auto I don't this route.


How much someone cares someone nobody knows.

It takes time maybe decades to one's heart.

I love you Jacob
You never knew me what I feel about you.


Jessy Jacob.