Life ahead!

Life is to live never to struggle for things or people, because what you have around are best than what ewe crave for others... 

THis is God destiny, over fate, with your misd and soul walking, because based on soul we got fate but with actions we make our destiny, but if you think killing others life gets your better then life definitely teach you struggle never halts... 

If I see my life in time machine traveling to next 40yrs

I am in mid fortys, I have my parents, 1 grand mother, and my siblings and our kids

I am not sure my grand mother will stay little more than 2 yrs my dad says seeing her breaking body though she manages to eat and walk somehow, but I really love her and miss her.

My parents already getting weak with their worn out bodies, still my dad gets grocery

And mother cooks. They may still live may be little more than 20yrs, thinking their illnesses, my

Mom is like I will not stay longer, but not very soon. My siblings with their

Families busy and kids growing up, savings in place as with day jobs.

My son strong man looks like but inside he is just emotional, tears always filled in can drop any second when he reminds about me and his dad… so he has much suffering than his age kids.

About me, my health is good, but internal war sometimes make me low and sometimes hyper, as if

Someone poking my brain to tell their answers.

When I think of him, already body got hit with illnesses, married a nice homely girl though of his generation, and she has what a girl should be with present day culture, a mannered way of living life with traditions and discipline to live with her husband.

When I see him, why he is getting weaker than what he supposed not to, his face once was so cute

 With smiles and laughter, now his voice going down. I feel he seeing much worn out parts in his body,

When I see my mother in law, she is in her world where no one speaks to her, even though we speak she never responds, as her mind goes with far-away son and near daughter seeing them.

My sisterinlaw strong and bold, but an emotional heart worried but still has strength she can face the world around who are hurting her with bullets.

My brother never got sick that much as he now after seeing his fatherinlaw passing away, he thinks more, as I feel needs to get busy, not to bear that much like a kid but act to his age and bring more happiness in home.

 

We need to adore people living around as if we never going to see them same as now. We need to see  each of our family members, taking care of them and loving them even in busy life,

I miss my dad’s brothers and sisters busy with their life, atleast once in a year.

This life we never know what we face every day is a mystery to unfold and resolve it as we go to bed.

People are given nice people around when few are going away from us, new borns bring so much strength to us,

Few people left us, thinking they cant be with us, but destiny plays they come back to us, instead we force people to come into their life ignoring what they have around.

It is disturbing so many lives when some one is torturing my man so much to make her dreams true even though he is away from those mistakes feeling not good to each other,

I has little happiness to live in delhi near to his home, but people plotted against me to vacate from Delhi, I don’t know what they achieved making me to go away from him, near to make him feel not lonely to him and myself,

I am in hyderabad, now she is playing double role with his mother, who is also thinking as if youth, but in 60s , she has got married her two daughters why then trying to provoke her daughter to live rich life by breaking his and another lady life….

If I see, few things gone, few things came, I also palyed role in making better with God’s blessings.

But a third person really damaged my life. My son seeing me, he is trying to console, wheat he needs to can for his mother, so sick but living her life, I know my son will feel lonely so as my man, but world too busy plotting their plans to extract more fun,

I see nowadays woman are exploiting their life and others too in having more fun,

When I see my parents, my dad was drinking high, but used to fight always, but their love nurtured and living for each other and taking care of their kids, I am so much lucky to have my parents who gave us life, in india, the God gave a blessing to born here, If I had born in USA, I don’t think I could have better life than now, with family values and loving family of his.

 

I know we need to learn from family and give back to the family, this makes our kids to follow the same.

I miss my man and his family who care for me so much and never late in taking care of each other…..

 

I think my only point is adore the time, work more and give back to a person who loves lives and cares for us. Altogether family is the greatest asset where money couldn’t do anything, in covid I was with my parents, I helped in curing my dad from covid attack, I don’t know he would have saved with out me…. I know God will send someone to help if has destined to live more, but we never know anybody could have helped too, other side of the coin also we need to see, and just don’t bother outside but atleast bother family you will never get people in your family again, the time never goes back, we are crossing each second as our bodies are weakening, and it is matter of fact how we make ourselves better individuals making our belongers happy………

Jessy Jacob

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[JessyJacob]

Never think of breaking a family tree, it will break yours life….. atleast live happily with what you have with people around you and cannot buy them when they are lost, and if never giving rise to new, you left with decreasing number of people never growing more members in family…..