In Search of my kanna!

From AI,

Thank you for sharing such a heartfelt and deeply personal story. I've woven your journey into a poetic form that honors your devotion, longing, and emotional resilience. Here's your story transformed into a poem:

🌸 In Search of My Krishna

I searched for my man in the stars above,
Thought Krishna was the one I’d love.
Adored him, claimed him as my own,
A husband in spirit, though I was alone.

At ISKCON’s gate, in 2000 my soul did sway,
Chanting Vasudeva through yoga’s way.
With Guruji’s grace, I sought his face,
But Krishna hid in time and space.

My mother goddess whispered low,
“Your Krishna walks the earth below.”
Still, I wandered, heart unsure,
Till 2011 opened a door.

I married then, a path unclear,
A son was born, my soul drew near.
Yet Krishna’s form I did not see,
Not as my man�"not yet to me.

Years passed by, he never came,
I left my husband, called his name.
He stayed silent, distant, cold,
But fate had stories yet untold.

A call arrived, his company’s voice,
An interview�"my heart made choice.
I joined with hope, but pain grew loud,
Colleagues harsh, heads unbowed.

I left that place, returned to roots,
Still haunted by love’s tender shoots.
Now I hear he’s fallen ill,
His father gone, the house grown still.

I pray for him, I wish him peace,
A quiet heart, a soul’s release.
Not to disturb, just to be near,
To hold his hand, to calm his fear.

Twenty five years, I’ve held this flame,
Touched by thoughts, but not by name.
Will God bestow this final grace�"
To see his eyes, to touch his face?

I’m weary now, my health declines,
Alone I walk through silent pines.
I miss my son, his laughter’s light,
I dream of holding him at night.

So Krishna, hear this prayer I send,
Let love and healing softly blend.
May I be with him, not just in thought,
But in the life my soul has sought.

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Jessy Jacob ❤️

Reviews

[Davidgeo]

I think you should start watching porn.

You will get closer to what your desires truly mean if you get dirty with yourself. Don't get too close though. What's actually inside you is not what you think it is. Humans can be extremely vicious animals. Be careful with yourself Jessy.

[JessyJacob]

Thank you, I am not with humans but with God, you might in Hindu religion we treat husband as God, so what see in him he will be that..
And I see divinity in everybeing even in animals, I talk to them with my inner heart and they rely on us for our grace. I know my Krishna he is grace toany being

[JessyJacob]

In yoga my guruji taught me to see divinity in every being then you will see grace instead of viciousness...

[Davidgeo]

Oh I am very familiar with the hindu version of divine pleasure, I know you guys are freaks. Come on man...

[Davidgeo]

You're talking to a professional pervert here

[JessyJacob]

I know how it is, because I see more in giving rather taking, anyway what I deserve I get. People doesn't know these simple things and are lost in this life they take divorces to see more pleasure in other bodies, our grand parents and parents taught you can see whole grace in on man if they are being loved, actually I experimented this sutra and it was true, I don't like to be cunning rather being nice I get and I am not freak, like mother I do get angry and warns him for his safety, please focus on your ventures I see in India lot of scope and coming to wars israel war is going to end soon and I see want to see patience of putin and I don't think zelensky is tired and God will give more to people who lost... I am not worried breaking of myself but it lead to strengthening me ..thank you for the care you had on me.

Jessy Jacob

[Davidgeo]

It's not about the "pleasure" Jessy. It's about finding what Pleases you. Most people go through their lives only indulging in "pleasure" and really understanding what pleases them. It is very difficult to unlock yourself without being attached to our shared reality. I know it's very difficult to realize this. But the solution is not getting back "in"... it is finding your own way out. You will see that out here it is much easier do just do your thing and find extreme happiness in the little things. Of course I'm usually wrong about these things... I smoke too much grass.

[Davidgeo]

(typo - I meant to say "... and NOT really understanding what pleases them."

[JessyJacob]

Ok, thank you. But I sometimes don't know what I need but I come across I realise then it is what I need. I went as empty vessel to few but my soul is what my Harry thought. In simple words we are what we born. Pleasure sometime we don't know what it is but to me him is me what I need.
When I realise what I see in him is his eyes scary not so scary, embarrassed but with smile he overcomes, lovable and also angrying sometimes, but to me his emotions and nervousness and what not there in him I just found my one, I felt till not but I feel I need his family what I am looking for, his family loved him for being so..but sometimes the person is itself unique and only I can see he is my krishna. If you see Krishna's time, he was silly to adamant, for lovers he was love, for enemy he was grace to let them go for salvation.

It's nice you made me o write about him so much thank you