I did checked you, not seeing you for first blink but

People love them who they are

But few people see more than

Love beyond the back, what they

Are what they do, what they eat.



People adore the person whom

They love and do good to them

I mean in return they love back

But nowadays people are materialistic



We do think every other person same

As cheat, we never know who is going to cheat

Us in what way, we will be careful with

People as there are lot of scammers, the thing

Is that our own friends turning to cheat us,

Who have been so nice to us, but they became cheaters.



People see what the person is needing us for what

We will be careful with outside strangers

Why we shouldn’t be careful in chosing our

Life partner and bestow life for they being our

Soulmate. Is it any wrong in seeing person

Whether he/she is right or wrong, knowing before

Is better than later, cause, we lose mental peace

For trusting and loving them and get a heart break

Once we know the person we will be careful in giving heart

And soul for them, I feel this belief of me is not wrong.



That’s why our grand parents and fore fathers, used to

Look the family background and lot of other things even horoscope,

To get the right person for their loved ones, I feel this is not wrong,

With changes in woman education, and career growth, men started

To see beautiful girls in school, colleges, and offices, they lose

Heart by liking the person, but usually people do dating nowadays,

Even though we are not able to see the person is good or wrong,

That cryptic they are making their attitude, one lesson or experience

With one person is more useful in taking next step, and we do transfer that

Knowledge to others to help others, I think I have not done wrong in

Seeing him as my husband after checking his nostrils, hair style to look

Handsom to me, flirting me in cafeteria, or any talk to me seeing me

From back, I didn’t test him, actually I saw him from near, did I look

More loving to him so that I give back love adoration more than him

If needed in the rest of life, so pardon me my dear husband, your reply

For my checking to see you as man not anymore kid, who just cant walk when

He is 9 months old, did I fail in my test? to show how much I adore you…..



Missing you Jacob,

A very advanced and blessed birthday to you, I know you are taking your mom’s

Blessings also.