2. My Divorce

Divorce

 

A very crucial step in my life, I don’t know how I took it

And resolved a fight inside me, we both suffer me and my

Son, I know my husband would get another, I wasn’t ready when he

Never talked to me, I don’t know it was doubt on him but I

Felt he may not be serious about me, but never thought

Why I got a hallucination of divorce in my mind.

 

When I climbed steps of court, I see my son sad me standing

Somewhere, his dad holding him and standing somewhere.

I think my decision which God guided me helped me to

Keep my son with his dad, I know he is great person in that

Case when it is family responsibility, he never neglected me

Nor my son, he used to feed and shower my son, I used to cook,

Everything he used to manage, grocery to finance and loans/debts.

 

Still my X husband insists why you are not getting married,

Says you both be safe, and I wish you get marry soon, I know

Why you are waiting still, you need to get married, I never thought

He would think of me that much.

 

My son grew very well, on that day when my divorce papers stamped,

I couldn’t hold my tears to cry for him, when he said divorce is done

We got it, but the last line he said to me “don’t worry you will find nice

Person, don’t worry”. It was so hard thinking of myself being to be alone

As he also cried for the first time on phone when I said we will take

Divorce, I know a relationship built for 4 years, never thought at the time

Of wedding that my married life ends very soon, my son didn’t cope up until lately

His 12 th birthday, where he saw me after couple of years I left him,

As growing he is not hurt that much, never asking any questions, why

Mom why did you left dad, tell me what happened.

 

Now he is big boy 5 7” tall, he knows what he is doing, my heart goes

Weeping when I miss him, I thank God for giving my son, who loves me more…

 

Jessy Jacob

 

Reviews

[Jibey]

A moving story of the pain of separation.

[JessyJacob]

Thank you.