What happened to me ...

I feel I just woke up from trance or better say coma,

I see around me, I see my parents, where is that man

Who promised me so much, where is my son, whom

I love so much, where is my home, I see my age old

Parents trying to take care of me, where I am stuck and

Was all these days, the man who guided me through

Appears to me as God, and I just cant blame God that

He is responsible for my current second in this situation

Didi I got accident and was lying in rehabilitation where

I lost my brain and my ability to think and was just lying

Like a body with breath doing nothing just on bed with pipes and

Saline bottles, not even open my eyes, just deep sleep….



Still I am listening to that voice, hey Hi.. uhmm..

Is it the hallucination, where my mind creates thoughts

Only to keep me happy not to cry, or is he talking to me,

Who made me so dumb and deaf just lie on bed, no he is

God, why he would do to me, what I did to him, I love

God, I pray to God and I do anything to God if he asks or

Doesn’t ask, I am fine where I am atleast I am alive for my

Son, and yea little burden to my parents where I am feeding on them….



Jessy Jacob

Reviews

[Davidgeo]

There's a David Bowie (featuring Trent Reznor) song called "I'm Afraid of Americans". I didn't think much of it at the time but it's actually fantastic in retrospect. I'm afraid of americans... and I'm an american. You should be afraid of our personality disorders... they are infectious. They will melt your brain

[JessyJacob]

There is saying in telugu, ones madness is their joy.
But I am not having any disorders and there is no medicine for few diseases like Missing or sorrow for missing family...the best thing is created our thoughts and live in dreams, this resolve certain other illnesses...

[Davidgeo]

I like to smoke grass and listen to Yiruma play the river flow in you. I have a fairly fancy keyboard that is basically a piano and I try and play along. It's very therapeutic. I can't really play like Yiruma. I do this with other artists... it's a good hobby. You always feel good afterward.

[JessyJacob]

Ok thank you.

[Davidgeo]

Sounds like you are getting down with some self mortification. In America we call this the mid life crisis. It happens to about 40% percent of the population here for one reason or another. It's unpleasant. You should smoke some grass and ask your therapist about the American mid life crisis phenomenon.

[JessyJacob]

Hi,
Thank you for your reply..
It's not crisis. It's my life journey.


Jessy Jacob.

[Davidgeo]

Right on sister! Enjoy your journey. You got this.

[JessyJacob]

Yea..
Life is rollercoaster 🎢, there is definitely one origin and one destination, inbetween is life. We go back where we belong to ...

[Davidgeo]

You should check out that David Bowie song though... it's good music

[JessyJacob]

I will.
Happy ganesh chaturthi, today is festival.
Nice to see your reviews dear brother.. you always questions maybe your mind is inquisitive, that shows you are smart...

Thank you