Age does matter for kid, but not heart...

I know I am not feeling guilty to have kids,

kids are my strength to me and my family. 

I aged but doctor said i can still give birth,

a heart's desire for her is nothing short to fulfill

I love my first kid and i wish i have one more

I tried reaching doctors, i thought my sickness

ends my hope for life, i thought why should i 

feel embarrassing to have a kid, its my kid i am 

not going to give to someone for taking care of my baby

I saw some insulting remarks why you at this age

Wedding and kids, i know myself what i need and 

my need is my family, husband and kids and parents..

I live for a reason at this time i see urge to have my family,

i did so much to others everyone took everything of me 

I am left alone without my one who i say proudly 

I live for God, God always wishes good for us, i know 

why my mother gave boon to me and blessed me with 

another kid, definitely my kid would lead me ahead, 

all these days i wanted to cure my illness very lately 

i realised I am cured but people are hurting me, then i 

thought i need to stop hurting me, i took again medication

and feeling better than before, I have desire for my man and 

kids and my family, i will definitely have my kid, miracles 

happen for innocents and God is there for me to survive with..... 

Jessy Jacob.

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