I know we need family to live why to stay alone..

I need what I know very clearly,

I do achieve in making dreams come true

I am not dreaming that which cannot be achieved

I just remain with what I have, I don’t dream

Which I cannot achieve. I live by content too.

 

I did Ganesh pooja where my dad was reading mantras

And mom and me sitting beside doing pooja, I felt I was alone

Though I was with parents, so I imagined him and my son to be

With me and doing pooja along with me, sometimes imagination

Helps in not missing them, I do feel like he and my son also see me..

 

I see there is continuous rain since yesterday night, i was sacred whole

City of hyderabad is filled with water logs, I am not bothered about it,

I only see how slum areas are and the people living in slums… it’s a bit

Difficult When we need rain and also not people suffer…

 

Having a child for me is happiness, but I see when people say why do

You want baby, I see whats wrong in having baby, I miss him so much,

He took a very drastic step, coming out is a bit difficult, when I thought

Of my divorce, I was not sure whether I will be getting married to him,

But he knows I need him he couldn’t help me and give hope that I will

Come back to you, just wait for me, I thought he just needs my divorce

And wait for me and love him, I know sometimes we feel difficult when

We left kids at the back and waiting for him so I couldn’t live near by him

When he wanted me to not to go back to my son, what you are trying to do

I need to take care of my son, but very lately understood he needs me for

His life not to leave him far away, I wont be without you, he says and I

Know he loves me a lot, things happened out of our insecurities, and we are

Facing a lot those issues still figuring out what is that how to sustain, he

Feels happy when I am with him, he was sure he needs me to love and be

With him, he needs love from me, I know I couldn’t completely given to him

Due to few people, our love and staying both near atleast makes us to

Stay strong and face any difficulty, I wish I don’t disturb him much, still

I see that love is with my parents too, I know my parents wants me to

Stay with them, because they are also feeling lonely both my mom and dad

Together, atleast grand sons stay with them, I know this human body is

With two nadis which look male and female, in our body, the humans

Cannot live alone they need one more and one more and few more, just

Live in groups families and the city, country, and world… how beautiful

This is when we co live together, I know people are getting scared to

Stay together, with fight or argument, but a little patience and waiting for things

To happen make life easy, everyone needs right at the moment, and so

Much, always leads to devastation of self and life too…..

I saw in my fore fathers, even in USA, people remarry but never stop having kids to have, i know 

they knew fun comes with kids not just enjoying moeny travel or sex.. 

Jessy Jacob

Reviews

[JessyJacob]

A baby bump it shows shape of my lines above, why people comment baby fat too, do they have bumps when they are child right, i see few woman comment even woman bumps, who needs a flat ummy, to look like heroines and models in fashion parade, i know feeling to be a mother and to give birth to baby is great feeling, this feeling never understood by men but no men dares to comment the bump because they know importance of mother and woman, jealousy comes with people who doestn care others feelings and value them out of their jealousy...

[JessyJacob]

when you dont have them them you know value of them, things or even people.