One is good then you do one more

I feel terror in his eyes when I don’t listen to him

I see sadness in his eyes when I feel sickness



A life to struggle how to live safe in heaven,

I have my parents and home to live in



My strength go tiresome, but I have my savings

My work my startup and my son to live



Is this life I thought I earn and eat and love

Then God gave interesting task to me



The task is to fight for love fight for your own man

As he needs love and me in his home because he is alone



I thought it is easy task where I just explain but it turn around

Differently whole my life as living example it took



So God trained me to chase your own problems and those become

Teachings but I asked God why you are giving never ending problems,



When I will sit and relax to have your glimpse even, then he said

I am with you where do you feel my absence, then I said how much you lost weight

I want to see I am not seeing your weight but just voice and an illusion….



Then I said you do talk to many but why you kept me as a doll that anybody

Can piss or poop or hurt or give pain, God said I am also like you, some put in temples,

Few ladies put in their bodies, what should I do I am helpless like you.



Then I said to not to worry, we may be weak or no strength but our word is rule

That people obey us and listen not they will see their own suffering……



When you are good you can keep moving but when you see world is dark and evil

Then close your eyes your eye will show path to go ahead, and its not easy and you will do more…



Jessy Jacob