What is that love, where it needs safety of her lover,,,

I miss him, but 

nobody understands, 

just points out that i turned to 60 last may

I miss him from ages, 

and still people dont understand

but say you have your son in teenage

now its time to settle with son, 

i miss and will be misssing him

and still everynody says

i have been eating his from many days

I miss my life my happiness, my love 

and nobody inderstands 

and say you are mad 

I miss my family, 

i miss everyone, 

but people say your spine back pain, 

i thought i hav say to them 

i am 85+ yrs, 

and i need to burried in burial ground. 

This is my negativity were people are driving me with their thoughts in my mind trying to turn me look bad. 

I love him

i love my son

l love my parents and inlaws

I love my home

I work hard to make everything possible for my beloveds

I work for my son giving him money which he asks for his little fun

I work for him, where he needs for his business never wanted to ask, 

i understand his pain and give him, it is not that he has money why i need to give

i just give him so that his problems solved

I work for my parents to show them world tour and make them relaxed, after

so many years of their struggle to keep the family in trouble free

I work for my sisterinlaw, guiding her to do more 

I work for my siblings so that they are trouble free

I miss my love, giving to them, is love i get from them. 

Sometimes i miss him, 

trying to touch as i am air and he is my air that keeps me alive

one who knows the value of husband will never leave home and family, 

He needs me in such a way that he gives me more num of families to love and adore

not that i need to lose myself and sacrifice, he comes to rescue me whenever anyone

hurts me in my head and my body parts. 

I treat him God because he doesn't hesitate to love me every second and just he is my love and God, 

he might look simple man, but he gives love even to enemies, 

never he hurts me and just takes care of me. 

It might look for few people that my suffering is good to happen to me, 

I say God is with me and maybe he is touching your parts just to make you get pleasure not but fall into your own problems which you are thinking you are enjoying, 

Jessy Jacob.