Sometimes we cry we fight we win but we see ourself as demon, is it worth life so.............

I see my life was a struggle, for others and also for mine, 

my peace was always with people who know me and doesnt know me

my soul i feel bound with him and i see him struggle and cry

his life was to be so much but it is going as if its not the way so

my life was to be so much but it is going here and there, juggling and setting a route

few cry and want to win, no matter how many people suffer in their way, still think as if innocent over the cunning thoughts,

what if a man gave life to you by marrying you , taking every step to make them happy, you just blame his negativity, that he is not my type, after breaking up with that person?

who is perfect who is rich who is so lovable?

Even God is imperfect in his own ways, to make Good hail and innocents saved from demons, who hurt them who break them who try to destroy, what do you think you can kill person and be sin free, who are you to kill other when other is innocent and never harmed you you are over estimating yourself, you dont know how to lead life, if you ever know how to be human, your desire for pleasure and money stop long back, i dont know why you are still struggling like teenage girl, you know you are in detioration of body, you need more than what others are capable, how your sister living, is she short, is she dark, is she thinking of man as a tool to please her?

I dont think you can achieve anything you are not even sincere in deeds what you are doing, you say meditation, have you ever slept in night, you want to be sexy did you ever thought you are beautiful, you say poor, but have you worked with nice career your dad helped in making you a CA, did you ever thought why you need to beg for trip and pleasure? you married one, did you ever thought how you are cheating him, by being insincere? 

A child never tries to cheat because she doesnt know what is cheat, but you planned so much at the back and ruined your body that should be as pure as you are thinking. 

I dont want to tell so much , 

if you ever thought life is precious, you would be content with what you have pleasure seeked and enjoyed, will be your memories and life lead with him, and you will stop thinking of him........

Please i am just asking you to think and behave. 

Jessy Jacob

Reviews

[Davidgeo]

Have you started smoking weed yet? I think that if you would get just a little bit high and listen to a band called Toots and the Maytals play a song called 54-46 it would brighten your day... for days and days.

[JessyJacob]

I smoke the smell of burning curry on stove, I smoke coffee smell out from kettle, I smoke chutta of grand dad, I listen to melodies of old movies. Is there anything wrong in my post here??
I usually write good if the reader is taking it wrong...
Is it shouldn't say good ..
Then god will hurt me saying when you know what is right why didn't you help you out few..?

Anyways people are with good nature never need to be told...

Thank you for review

Jessy Jacob

[JessyJacob]

by Being nice did anyone solved the issue. People's over graciousness is hurtign my so much. and i dont need to call God to rescue me. Remember onething, one who bears the pain only knows what is hurt and my its not my patience its my punishment to those evil so that they completely cross their beign good and turn to demon, i tried to rescue them because they dont want to be helped and they want to get destroyed and God is not needed to help me.

[JessyJacob]

In India and hindu civivlization, demon has to leave this world and being destroyed by GOD.

[Davidgeo]

I'm pretty high right now.

[Davidgeo]

54-46... that is my number now

[Davidgeo]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DrdvtvoDjYE&list=RDDrdvtvoDjYE&start_radio=1

[JessyJacob]

Please stop f*" poor have a courtesy man, you enough crossed your line...

[Davidgeo]

I thought we were friends. I'm not trying to beef you out here. Be nice to me, for I am being nice to you.