Eshan, my son!

It was the due date,
It's around 8.15am
A cry I hear and waited few hours to see

It was the discharge day
One nurse told he is a big baby
He never smiled until a month

The feel of his soul looked as if born for me.

It's been 3 yrs exactly
To leave afar
I was not even allowing him to grew with my parents and inlaws in India
I wanted to raise though I do full time job
But never knew how much I need to keep him with me as I love that goes far away..

I was scared of divorce but went through it.
I never thought I would leave my son afar but I did go through that too

But I come across what I need
Forgiveness of my son understanding me
Forgiveness of my x husband that I am not wrong

Why God why do you do so..
Give and take

What's the mistake in me
I feel embarrassed for few things to ask you
But you know very well about me
Is it that you want to say what I give to you I shall take it back

So what should I ask
Should I ask keep me with you so you never need to give anything to me inorder to take it back...

Jessy Jacob ❤️