My life which I made ..

We have present in our hand
But it just becomes past in one second
People say you forget it
I say believe in future which you need to make under control
Because it takes more than second more than minutes days years how think about your far future to become past

Yea past never be forgotten because you need to learn again present where you do prone to do mistakes

For me my past is bittler
Where I lost my son with illusion of love that never happened with wedding

Where I lost my parents trust on me that I do make life better

My small moments my sacrifices and my happiness all are covered under my name in my past.

My future if I tell to anyone they feel jealous and block my way.

So believe with hope for future that tracks present never falling down when you carry your past.

This is my view
Everyone has their own

When your life becomes under control of few, stand still and display them their own image with your successful life because they threw stones but I made a life.

My regrets i made them my success

I changed my married life of hell to heaven

I showed to the world I am not schizophrenic

Showed to people that I wasn't scapegoat
I proved illicit love can go any mean to get their wicked desire
Made my son through teens and teaching him life lessons

At this 46 yrs i made my parents proud that I didn't do wrong believing his family and made him to be strong and dont get fucked up with porn or nudity that eats away and makes you fall.

I am monitoring the world 🌎 for proper steps
I see my life was not a waste but a commitment towards my mother goddess.

This life belongs only to my God where he gave chance to live in this life.

Jessy Jacob