What i miss if God asks me

I miss so many things for simple things I wait for years.

What is that I long for if God asks me
I long for my family with my husband, and my kids. But graciously I thank God for giving that gift to my parents

What is that I want to have if God asks me
I wish for so many things but I need my home which I built so many times but it got dismantled everytime. Sometimes I cried for my home 🏡 when I was in haridwar. My friends consoled me. I thank God that he has given this gift to my parents and siblings.

What is that you need in this world
I say to God just give people their accountability so that every individual keeps himself responsible being.

What is that you wish for this world
I wish peace and no war.

What is that you can't live without
I say to God people can and live but they don't have their birth and death under control if you could giv my life back with my husband and my son with out which I can't live. You may ask now you don't have them still I see you can live, God if you see I am alive and living but infact my heart is bleeding with its tears in the form of blood which is just making me alive.

A woman patiently bears family how much ever it is difficult. My husband thinks I bear anything and keeps on giving so much sufferings to me.
My son is suffering from since he is 3yrs old. He is suffering more than me. God please let us know how long we both need to suffer in this life.

Jessy Jacob