I cried for Lord

I cried for you thinking of you
Seeking you as rest of the world seemed dark without any humanity who hurted me so much.
You are in idol this world is seeing you
And praying to you 🙏
I too did see you in idol prayed you
Worshiped with abhishekam and chanting mantras and did pooja with garlands.

Do you know I did followed Andal devi which she did intense fasting in this Dhanur masam and she on the last day married you with your idol.

I did realise you are here on this earth took birth following me you came for me. I did see your real image, felt I will leave everything and come to you and I came to you but you said I need to wait, here I am waiting for you to take me with you.

Andal devi married ranganatha swami, I came to know this through my chinna jeeyar swami ji and worshiped you and every year he used to do this kalyanam.

This is the same time dhanur maasam. I am doing your pooja to culminate into you

I am missing you i can't get angry on you i can't hurt you i love you so much dear Lord i know you will come for me to take me to your home.

I pray to you forgive me my mistakes and i know I did hurt you but that was never intentional it was my ignorance to you.

I love you so much ❤️ and only you know about me.

Waiting for you.


Jessy Jacob.