i miss my thoughts which i write for him so that he understands me

i missing my thoughts which i write only for him, 

where he needs to be read to listen my silent hush

which i sing and rhyme into his heart which makes him to sleep well

So i write now, only to make myself feel missing him

i write not dirty neither vulgar, i just warn and warn only to be right

you dont ask me Am I traffic police showing directions, but Appa would say 

pulling his legs here we go we have a traffic police with hands stretched 

to show his wide hug giving to me as i am standing infront of him, but 

i am in him so i hug him with deepest thoughts of missing him, my dear Husband

how many times i have to say i am missing you i love you how are you?

i am not tired saying these, but my heart bleeds seeing your hands

that never pain for so many poems you write, and i read, as i am not tired reading your beautiful poems.

I here write for you welcoming the new year 2026, with your permission

i write this poem as the first one in this site. I see you i hear you i love you 

i live for you and i live for you and you know i live for you.

I am missing my son as i havent talked to him this year, so with you too

Missing you, 

Jessy Jacob

Appa would have made you to talk to me. 

I wish Appa is in peace and getting ready to be born again to see your accomplishments. Here i see his way and i love you Amma, i am not beside you but my heart is with you and your thoughts.