Touch of man

Any girl when touched by any boy
Would feel as if someone is raping her
When she doesn't know what the boy is like.
Girl gets scared of boy looks and behaviour if he is wrong
Girl doesn't look for money but just love

This was kind of me
Even though I talked to my x husband before I got married to him
I was so scared to get touch by

Eventually wedding day after 3 yrs and one more year that fear has gone because he was changing to good person

Girl needs love and has patience to love back
He loved her in his youth and never i was scared of him
His touch to explain something pats on my hand and back, I just watch his hand never thought he is misusing me

The forceful thought that makes me to watch him is the only true Love i realised

He is boy not a man that looks even 6 yr old to have sex with.

I miss touch of him
I miss love of him to me
Here I am in love with him and we are leading our life with his way of love
That never scared me

He is adult now in his ,30s
Still his heart stays and plays fun
He is very good at anything and makes great things
Fun is just to stay smiling and not for hurting.

Jessy Jacob ❤️
How can I explain him with nice adjectives
But he is fine how i write .