I miss you Ishaa...

I miss you so much Ishaa
What I can do for you
My tears never stopped for the first time
I left you with dad, you didn't say anything you just cried with me, i collected all your tears and made pearls around my neck only to make you be around with me

God has made us to stay away from each other but I asked God I need to be with you i travelled miles distance crossing seas only to see you
Though distance makes us far but to me God too even can't stop from seeing you again

It's a blessing or curse whatever this world has made us to be far but nothing can even including God can't stop seeing you.

I know your childhood has passed while we are apart I missed your every hug you made
I am getting old but our memories I hold them as snaps in my heart

I wish God to forgive me for the reason being I am not with you

Now I am going far to a land where people strive for breath to live and I see we are atleast lucky that we are in safe place. Their sufferings made me to go with my love to them and held them in peace as I see small kids are being killed. Me as their mother of kids i embraced them as my kids.

We are born not to just enjoy, God has given us life to protect these kids that are being killed by guns and grenade.
I know you will forgive me that I am not with you now but I am a blink of eye far from you where you can see me with eyes closed.

I am missing you ❤️ I know your dad taking care of you so much and promise me you don't hurt him and you are our greatest son..


Jessy Jacob ❤️