Dear God..

Dear God, 

I prayed to you, accepted as my husband, 

But you have given me life full of cry missing you and my son, missing my family life

I am not angry for that, still making my life better to my abilities and responsibility, 

I sacrificed many things, and loving you so much, 

you hurted me so much, 

I did what my heart said 

I listened to my heart as it is the place where God stays 

So i kept what i am, never changing my behavior, 

when everyone says i am done for living with you, then i say I am died to those who sees me in my 60s, 

but my son needs me how much old i become, because he is my son. 

I live for him and he takes care of me so much. 

Jessy Jacob.