Once Again

I bleed but i feel no pain
I'm calm but I'm going insane
I see but I'm never seen
it's you my love who has done this to me
when people see me I fake a smile
and I lose it every once in a while
no one knows so no one tells
 on the ground my blood once fell
I tell you I've stopped once again
but I know now that was not the end
please don't say that it was a lie
I  know you're just afraid that I'm gonna die
but I promise you that I will live
to you my heart and soul I give
to do with me what you will
until again you've had your fill
then once again pass me along
as I sing this silent song
and as they use me once again
my hope's that some day this will end