When will my life be alright?

It’s hard to forget pain
When it’s constantly on my brain
Everyday I tear another salty drop
Every night I dream of nightmares
Praying for painful unhappiness to go away
Whats the point of being happy,
When someone in your life,
Is just gonna make you miserable once again?
I can't get you off from my head
Inside my brain you control my strange emotions from being you
I can't even walk without bumping into someone
Because I always look down with a frown
I don't know where I'm going with my miserable life
I'm going nowhere fast
Tired of my same feelings, I want to feel numb
I want to get away from here
I keep hitting my head on my couch
Since my wall is already bloody.

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Dove]

This is a very powerful piece. At times I have felt the same exact way but right now I am learning that this is my life and I control it. There are people in this world who try to make me miserable but Im trying to ignore what they say because I know it isnt true. You expressed your feelings very well and i can sense the emotion.

[SoulCrusader (Yas)]

Powerful...evocative write....and can empathise with these feelings....great poem!!!

[J.J. NIGHTINGALE]

Don't hurt YOU over someone else .. Rise up girl .. look up .. Aim high .. Look for a heart that is capable of LOVE .. No one controls YOUR emotions but YOU ...

You have a great start on writing ! .. Cool !! .. Jasmine :)