I see your shadow of your soul linger out of the corner of my pale blue
eyes
Please hold me, please kiss my chapped lips, I need our fairytale ending to exist
I do not want to battle anymore
I want to make love to you over and over and over again
I used to glow every time you were near
I require you to tell me what I need to hear
That you will make my life better once again
You used to write me letters
I’m sorry, I’m sorry I burnt them all
When you got me mad and upset
I’m sorry, I’m sorry I talked back
You have left me my flashbulb memories, burnt pictures, and my enduring scar
on my left elbow
The scar was from you when you pushed me too far
But it's okay baby doll, I learned to ignore what you said
How you used to ignore my soul
Those great times, I can not ever forget
Nor do I even want to forget those blue flowers you gave me
Even when they wilted away
Everyday I still keep them near the fireplace
We used to go out to dinner
Glazing into your blue eyes, those were the
times when you told no lies
I love you, I always have, and I always shall
I care more about you then myself
Our love still grows even though you have passed on
I know you are roaming the earth, trying to get into Heaven
I still feel your scent linger on the tip of my dry tongue
Friends say try not to care and move on
Family tries to get me a psychologist
Why would I want to live if you are not here?
Only because I do the right thing and volunteer and
pray
For you, hopefully soon you can get into Heaven
It wasn’t your fault you were into a fight and killed someones life Then their brother killed you with a machete knife
Instead of seeking revenge, I pray for
you every night
Once you get into Heaven, I will go home too
Then we shall be in high spirits with each other for eternity.